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hi my name is monstii and its been a little bit since ive posted... i feel so bad, im sorry, life stuff, etc etc.
let me get straight to the point. when i first started this blog, i wanted it to be solely related to music. music is a big part of my life and i care about it a whole lot, and i honestly thought that i could maintain a blog thats just music reccomendations with other tidbits about music trivia that i know and such.
i was WRONG.
ive learned that i cant really talk about music and put what i think into words quite as well as i want to, and that i have a lot of other things going on in my brain that i would like to share, so, instead of just being a music blog, im going to shift to being a monstii blog.
im still probably going to mostly talk about music, but i'll also post about whatever strikes my fancy at the moment. this will probably make me post a lot more than before (lol)
im constantly thinking, and ive always wanted to share those thoughts with people, but ive never really been sure how. i think this will be a good outlet for me.
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in other news, ive been working on a new ep that will be availible for free on bandcamp and my youtube page. im looking to complete it before i go back to school on the 13th. like my first album, the songs were made in beepbox, but i think i have improved in songmaking from last year, so i hope you will check it out.
thats basically all i wanted to say for now, but this wouldn't be a monstii post without me mentioning carnation so go and listen to VIVRE from suburban baroque. actually, speaking of carnation, i recently read through masahiro naoe's short-lived blog. it was a very engrossing read, beginning in mid 2010 and ending a a few weeks after the 2011 tohoku earthquake.
now, usually, reading about tragedies doesnt really elicit any strong emotions from me. thats just kind of how i am. but, for some reason, it kind of struck a chord in me when Naoe writes about seeing the earthquake on the news and thinking the world is going to end. i think i can kind of relate to him? but like, in the most non-parasocial way possible. oh my god im never saying i relate to a celebrity again that felt SO weird ewww
i kind of hate being so obsessed with carnation, in way, if that makes sense? like... because carnation is not as well known, Masahiro Naoe and Yuzuru Ohta dont have the same kind of energy that huge celebrities have, y' know? like, its different when you have millions of fans across the globe, and your pictures and details are just kind of there on your wikipedia page, but when having one fan obsessively try to gather the small amount of info that sporadically across the internet, (its me im that fan) theres a weird fine line that exsists between archiving, reasearcing and like, borderline stalking? for example, you can find the hospital that john lennon was born at AND his childhood home with a very simple google search. but, if you were too try to find, say, that same info but for a youtuber with like 10k subscribers that could possibly get you into legal trouble. i guess its okay for personal info to be released if the person or their family is okay with it, or the passage of time makes it so that that info being public isnt going to really do any harm, buts its still strange. or at least, i think so.
oops. i got kind of off track. this is how my brain is, always. i usually end up thinking so much that i forget what i was thinking about in the first place... moving on.
im gonna finish the food i was eating. make sure to have a good day, or night, in my case. :')
monstii signing off.
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