mini mostii

 MINISCULE MONSTII 

this is were i put thoguts and words that are too small to be proper blog posts, at the top is the oldest, bottom is the newest. i update this whenever i want. 

i dump blinkies and stamps here.

i listened to satellite lover's album "sons of 1973" like yesterday. it reminded me of early columbia era carnation, i quite liked it. 

the youtube channel that had uploaded carnation concerts (and lots of other carnation media) got deleted :(  to be honest when i found out i almost cried. the 1997 live in tokyo had some of my favorite performances, and im afraid im never going to see them again. im slightly mad at myself for not downloading the videos when i had the chance, so them being lost could be avoided. i THINK i have the mp3 for the end of summer on my chromebook but im not sure. also, i could look to see if anyone archived them on the internet archive... since all of the concerts were proshots, there should be physical copies out there somewhere, but im probably not getting those anytime soon. hopefully they arent completely lost media.

update: a listing for the booby show dvd (the 1997 show) has shown up on amazon, but its over 300 dollars. i dont have that kind of money. its a two-disc set with concert footage on the first dvd and music videos on the second. i noticed that the the full first cd wasnt uploaded to youtube, at least im pretty sure? there was a song at the end of the inside listing that i didnt recognize.

i downloaded spotify for the first time a few weeks ago, and i thought it was super amazing and convenient! ...for the first two weeks. i didnt know that spotify gives you premium for free the first two weeks. when it ran out, i was baffled! appaled! it doesnt let you listen to the songs you want to??? its doesnt even let you listen to albums in the proper order!!! thats like reading a book with the chapters out of order!!!!!what!!!!!! im okay with the limited amount of skips and the ads, but that i cant get behind!!! its not horrible listening to my playlists shuffled, but it still leaves a bad taste in my mouth. i will probably use the 3-month premium free trial and cancel it before i have to pay. i wont uninstall spotify, as i have found a lot of good songs through it, but it probably wont be my primary music listening source.

my highschool is doing the addams family for the school musical this year!!! last year my theatre teacher talked about doing little shop of horrors and i was quite excited, but i dont think we wouldve been able to make a good-looking audrey II. ive never watched or listened to the addams family musical, so im not sure if its good or not, but im still excited!!!

i want to be like mikado koda when i grow up. shes so cool!!!!!

i finally have enough cute clothes so i can start dressing a little nicer. it took me a little bit to figure out what i like and what looks good on me, but with the help of some confidence and the power of thrift stores i figured it out!!! 

ftel is finally done!!! i'll wait until tomorrow to post it tho. I feel like this took me way longer than it should have, but i also feel like it took me just the right amount of time? technically, i made the first two songs in the latter end of last school year, but i didnt really think of realeasing them in an album at the time. the thought csme to me about a month or two ago? i think? some time during the latter end of summer, methinks. ive actually made a lot more songs than the ones on the album, but on a different software. (those will take a while to be realesed, technical difficulties!!) so, when i think about it, ive been a lot more productive than i thought. i guess i got all caught up in missing the deadline that i kind of forgot that im not as much as a failure as i like to think i am (LOL) also, all the times that i wasnt making music, i was either busy with other, more or less important things (personal projects, irl responsibilities) or just being mentally unstable. (and not really in the mindset to make music AT ALL.)

so, i guess im kind of okay. but i really should either set more realisitic goals for myself or get my shit together. probably both. 

I HATE VRISKA