HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!!!!!!
congratulationes!!!1 we survived another year!!!! anyways
in about 6 hours as i write this, its gonna be the new year, pretty cool right??? honestly, the new year doesnt matter much to me, its just time passing, the world around me and i are the same, but a little older. also, i dont do resolutions, because i dont like waiting untill the end of the year to change things in my life!!!
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on a more personally important note, today marks the 1-year anniversary of an insomniacs dream, my first album, and also kind of the birth of monstii! i realised this like a week ago, and at the time i didnt think much of it, but when i woke up this morning it kind of hit me a little.
it feels like its been way longer than a year, like, way way longer. it also feels like ive done so much, yet also nothing? im not sure how to explain it. i guess, in terms of big projects, i havent done that much. i put out ftel and also alien musics, (if that even counts lol) and also i started this blog. on the surface, thats not much at all (by my standards, at least.) but once i think about it a little more ive actually grown so much in the past year.
when i say growing, i really mean figuring out who i am and what i want to do in life. last year, back when i was still working on an insomniacs dream, i thought that i just wanted to pursue music and nothing else in life. very naive of me! i guess i kind of wanted to be like a mysterious internet artist who outs a buttload of banger music and dissapears for a while, kind of like koronba or something. pretty stupid of me! keeping low like that is one way to never make it! i realized that i wanted to do all sorts of things and like i dont know, be like osamu sato or something.
ive done a lot of visual art as and other creatuve projects as well as maintain try to maintain a healthy real life, which meant dedicating quite a bit of my last few months keeping my grades up and helping out with my school theatre. ive made so many friends and have gotten a lot more comfortable just kinds of existing, i guess? being around people was pretty hard for me like a year ago but im getting quite better!!! (i would go into detail about that, but i'd rather that be kept personal.)
but with all that figured out, it leaves me feeling confident that i can up my work output this upcoming year. i want to put out at least two or three more albums before i graduate high school (which is in less than two years!!! argh!!!) and also what ever other projects that i decide to start. and if i dont, then i have made a pact that i will disintegrate where i stand as soon as a graduate. then you wont hear from me anymore!!! (which will be a little sad but WHATEVER)
thats all i had to say.
have great day, and a great new year.
monstii signing off.
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